The last time I was in Paris, it rained. When it didn’t rain, it threatened to. This was in October, so leaves were starting to fall from trees, and that added a sense of forlornness to my visit.
Each morning, I stepped out from my hotel on the Left Bank just off the Boulevard St. Germain into a dull gray morning. The sky hung low, the color of graphite, and it seemed just as heavy. The air was cool and dense. But I wasn’t disappointed. In fact, the opposite. After a shot of bitter espresso, I was ready to go.
That week I set myself the goal of following the Seine, walking from one end of Paris to the other. I had bad weather as my companion, and a good one it was, too. A slight rain began. I walked along the quays and over the bridges in a soft drizzle. The colossal bronze figures that hang off the side of the Pont Mirabeau were wet and streaming.
The Eiffel Tower lost its summit in the fog. The cars and autobuses made hissing noises as they flowed by on wet pavement. The Seine was flecked with pellets of rain. The dark, varnished houseboats, so long a fixture on the river, had their lights shining invitingly out of pilothouses. The facade of Notre Dame in the gloom sent a medieval shudder through me. None of this I would have seen in the sunlight.
Bad weather brings out the lyrical in Paris and in the visitor, too. It summons up feelings of regret, loss, sadness—and in the case of the first pangs of winter—intimations of mortality. The soul aches in a kind of unappeasable ecstasy of melancholy. I walked on and on in the rain, in grayness. I was seeing the city moody, poetical. So many cities look their best in the subtlety of black and white, and Paris is no exception. Gloomy weather suits it.
Great photographers like André Kertész understood how splendid Paris looks awash in gray and painted with rain. His book, J’aime Paris, shot entirely in black and white over the course of forty years, draws heavily on foul weather.
Then there is the matter of food.
There may be no Parisian experience as gratifying as walking out of the rain or cold into a welcoming, warm bistro. There is the taking off of the heavy wet coat and hat and then the sitting down to one of the meals the French seemed to have created expressly for days such as this: pot-au-feu or cassoulet or choucroute.
I remember one rainy day on this trip in particular. I walked in out of the wet. I was cold and fatigued. I sat down and ordered the house specialty, pot-au-feu.
For those unfamiliar with this dish, don’t seek enlightenment in the dictionary. It will tell you that pot-au-feu is “a dish of boiled meat and vegetables, the broth of which is usually served separately.” This sounds like British cooking, not French; the dictionary should be sued for libel.
My spirits rose as the large smoking bowl was brought to my table along with bread and wine. I let the broth rise up to my face, the concentrated beauty of France. Then I took that first large spoonful into my mouth. The savory meat and vegetables and intense broth traveled to my belly. I was restored.
I sat and ate in the bistro and watched the people hurry by outside bent against the weather. I heard the tat, tat, tat of the rain as it beat against the bistro glass. The trees on the street were skeletal and looked defenseless.
I looked around inside and saw others being braced by a meal such as mine and by the warmth of the room. The sounds of conversation and of crockery softly rattling filled the air. Efficient waiters flowed by, men with long white aprons, working elegantly.
Every so often the front door would open, and a new refugee would enter, shuddering, with umbrella and dripping coat, a dramatic reminder that outside was no cinema.
I finished my meal slowly. I had left almost all vestiges of cold and wet behind. My waiter took the plates away. Then he brought me a small, potent espresso. I lingered over it, savoring each drop. I looked outside. It would be good to stay here a bit longer. It was all comfort.
I got up to go. Paris—gloomy, darkly beautiful Paris—was waiting.
I loved this piece as I spent one of my more romantic evenings walking through Paris in a summer drizzle. Having spent the summer with my room mate the summer after graduating college traveling through Europe on a $5 dollar a day plan with a Eurail Pass, we were connecting through Paris on a return trip home. We connected with two Hungarian gentleman who just happened to want to spend some time walking the streets with two American chicks, sipping some wine and snacking on a baguette and cheese. As we boarded our train, a sweet kiss and au revoir and a memory I shall never forget!
Beautiful writing and a great selection of pictures. Pot-au-feu is my absolute favorite dish in winter.
Do you know Francis Carco’s poem, « il pleut »? Your description of the noisy streets in the rain resonates with his. Hopefully you will get at least one day of rain when you next visit.